Wow, just 2 weeks to go..

Watching the Video Music Awards tonight, so this blog is a little later then usual. But I am blogging as promised on Sunday. Just 2 weeks from tomorrow I am heading to New York. It seems like it is all flying by. I have been talking to the guys regularly and we are all very exciting for it to be here.

This past week I had a doctor appointment and some blood work to see how things are going. Well all the meds are working and I am right on track. The small shot and the pills are sooo not so bad, the insomnia I can live with out though. Minus last night I have not slept more then 3 hours in 3 weeks. I have no idea how I function at all. But I do and I am wide awake, Ha. I did start a shot this week that was big enough to tranquilize a horse. It was 2 inches long and had to go right into the muscle on my lower back. It was not bad when it was done but wow the next day it felt like whether I stand or sit nothing would help. It is not done everyday, and I dont have to do it again till Tuesday then again Friday. Wow I will be fully injected by then Ha. It is all worth it. All these meds and such will be nice when they are all over and it is all put together.


Well this upcoming week is very busy for me with more restaurant opening planning and doctor visits. I have been reading all these websites from other surrogates and the journey we all go threw is just amazing. I am so lucky to be apart of this, and even luckier to have so many supporters. I think everyday what would I do with out all the love I have been given by all of you. I knew this was a definite decision for me but to have so many followers there are just no words to express how amazing I feel. My life is going great and I am so thankful that things just keep getting better. They say when you least expect it that is when it all comes together, well it is true. I am opening a restaurant in just over a month, I am going to be official a surrogate in just 2 weeks and I am just geared up to see what is next on my journey. Some people come and into and out of our lives and we are truly never the same. Well I am so thankful for all the great people that have crossed my path. I am such a strong woman and just hope that my happiness just continues to grow stronger.


Thank you so much for following me along, if there are any questions you have don't hesitate to ask. An hey if you are able to help a family out, help a single person, think about becoming a surrogate it is truly a gift of a lifetime. If it is to much just support everyone looking to have a family. Donate eggs or sperm even. It is the little gifts we give in life that make them one in a million. I promise next week to have a more exciting blog. Ha. I really am just so happy and I am still on cloud 9 with my decision to do this that I sometimes just dont have words to express it all.

I love ya'll and thanks for all the love... Smile it lasts a lifetime and you never know who is watching!!!!