I want to start by saying thank you for everyone wishing me Good luck and for all the emails and such I received. Sorry I was unable to blog while I was in Ny but I didn't have my laptop with me. So I arrived in New York on Monday. I had dinner with the guys. The dinner could not have gone any better. We were literally there for 4 hours, laughing, talking even telling some jokes. The connection was perfect and we all knew we had made a great decision picking one another.
We decided Tuesday we were going to grab lunch before the transfer. We met at a little cafe and already felt as if we had been friends for years. After lunch we walked around until our appointment at 1:30pm. By now all my nerves had just gone away. It was so real, it was so accurate to why I had made this decision for them, for myself , for all the right reasons. The joy on there faces talking about a child or twins and the hopes and dreams they had it took all I had to keep tears in. It was just a glow upon my face that just said 'Jess, you are truly changing someones life for all the right reasons'. An I could not be any happier.
We arrived at the office a little early and they were already prepared for us. I went to a room as if you were to get a normal gyno check up. Not hospital like as what I had assumed. Above me was all a tv to which led to where the embryos were frozen, thawed and kept. They had 5 embryos and out of 5, 2 were of good quality. So it was a little upsetting to hear that there were no longer others to fall back in. So time to put all the pressure on me if this doesn't take we all much start from the very beginning. No pressure I kept saying in my head, mean while just trying to keep the sweat from falling off my forehead. There were 2 and they were okay so we went on. The whole process took maybe 11 minutes and painless as anything. Once they were transferred and by a hairline tool you could actually see them fall into the uterus. Looked just like shooting stars on the screen, so leave it to be to lighten up the room and start singing "Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky were like shooting stars, We could really use a wish right now right now.. " We all laughed and it brought everyone spirits up a lot. So I sat for about 20 minutes and now all we can do is wait. No heavy lifting, no working out, taking it easy for 2 weeks. The test will be done next Friday Oct 8 and it will tell us yes or no to it working, from there another test is done that Monday to say if yes is it 1 or 2.
If you know me well at all you know my patience eh is very good so this wait is just torture on me. Now just the wait but to know if it worked or do we need to start from day 1. So all good wishes would be fabulous right now. I am not one to trust my hope in God or a higher being but anything to give some positive thoughts my way would be very very appreciated. So now all we can do is wait and hope that life does great things..
Thank you again for all the love and support I have received it only helped my nerves, my thoughts and well made me smile the whole time since I started to share in blogs with everyone.. Well the time finally came, and lets just keep our chin up...
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